i'm still at work and its been raining all day long outside, but i am writing down something to post because the last time i blogged was the first of 2014. it was about the guy i once liked hehe. well yeah about that one im gonna flash back a lil bit, nothing happened actually, we just went out for dates but not actually dating and then he left to London to get his master degree. we lost contact after 3 months he left lol.
anyways, its been a long time since i didnt date anyone at all for almost 3 years lol but its been going on and off to go out with guys though, i dont actually like to build a more serious kind of relationship since the last time i had so i just had a little fun just doing it without pressure. but its all gone now, i dont do that kinda thing anymore. i met somebody.
i dont know, i just feel like stopping meeting guys since i met him, i was not even sure if i like him like that or not. i had this thought on my mind that i am not ready for a relationship or something like that, i dont wanna get hurt by somebody anymore. like NO MORE. but he's different. the kinda different i wanted for so long.
believe it or not, i am in a relationship with him, a long distance kind of boyfriend & girlfriend thing. i only wish that he's not gonna waste my time.. giving my heart to him is just so easy for me to do i dont know why, i actually wanted to know why? i wanted to learn how to put an effort for giving your heart out to someone.
just hope that he won't break me since my last broken pieces of heart not even fixed yet.
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