I don't like planes but I love to fly.

My heart's raging to travel all around the world.... which I believe I can do that one day.

There are places I wanna visit, and there's some places that I've already chosen that I wanted to spend my life to stay there, its either in big city with it's views or more with insane nature ahead of my house in the future. I just need a great travel companion so it'll be more great I guess lol. Amen.

You Stood Me Up?

"You were right, letting me go
You were so tired, I was ready to grow
Need to fall, to stand on my own

You understand now, I know
That I'm better off alone."

This part of the lyrics has so much more meanings than I thought. Just need a seconds to recognize that this is very accurate to the story of my life.

Someone has left me before "I'm a grown up", he wanted me to get out of his life for someone new to get in, then I walked out of his life. The world could not be ended that night.

I mean I was just a teenager and kept wandering to know what the world is like out there, to rule my own world, it keep buzzing my ego until now. So the lyric said for it, "You were so tired, I was ready to grow".. that I was really really ready to grow while he was so tired and confused and left. Its been almost 3 years since, time flew by so fast. Everything has changed. I get better with time, I grew up.

Although the title of the song is "Stood Me Up" like I was expecting help but no, I fall... and I stand on my own, well what he taught me still remains so that makes me even more stronger even though I'm alone.

He was right letting me go, I'm better off alone.

 Really this song speaks for me.

Susie Suh "Here With Me"

Well before I tell you what is up with this song, you should know first that Susie Suh is originally from Los Angeles, California. Susie is based in Los Angeles and Berlin, Germany, and she is a Korean-American adult alternative/folk-rock singer-songwriter. Susie Suh has been featured on NPR, Sirius Radio, and the New York Times. Her music has also appeared in numerous television shows and movies in the US and abroad. (Sorry I had to copy that from Wikipedia and her website lol).

Soooo, I know nothing about this singer until I heard one of her song called "Here With Me" on one playlist on 8tracks, well actually it doesn't matter how I found this song but what matter is if i could just say this as that was love at first heard, I fell in love and drowned on the pure beauty of her voice, goosebumps all over my body. Its hauntingly beautiful. And not only Susie but the magical collab with Robot Koch on this song is beyond fantastic. I mean this song is BRILLIANT! I have a new favorite and can't stop listening to it... because it brings joy and calming your heart out -yet so depressing especially with those touched lyrics.

Here for you to try it!

and speechless..


"Here With Me"
(x Robot Koch)

Caught in the riptide
I was searching for the truth
There was a reason
I collided into you

Calling your name in the midnight hour
Reaching for you from the endless dream
So many miles between us now
But you are always here with me

Nobody knows why
Nobody knows how and
This feeling begins just like a spark
Tossing and turning inside of your heart
Exploding in the dark

Calling your name in the midnight hour
Reaching for you from the endless dream
So many miles between us now
But you are always here with me

Oh inside me
I find my way
Back to you
Back to you

Calling your name in the midnight hour
Reaching for you from the endless dream
So many miles between us now
But you are always here with me

Two words
In your hands
In your hearts
It's whole universe

You are always here with me